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So it's been a while since I last talked to Helen. I've been thinking about her more often now, whether I made a mistake or not. For a while, I could not envision life without her. She has done everything for me, and still tolerated all of my shortcomings. To see her walking away without looking back. I don't even remember the last words, and her looks are starting to fade. Many times I have wanted to call. My roommate Elan said that it might be something I regret many years down the road when it's too late to change. I suppose only time will tell. Meanwhile, I finally have my golden weekend. This gives me too much downtime.